So something really amazing happened... It snowed! I am very happy and love to snowboard but I also love God and usually do not spend as much time with Him as I do boarding. This saddens me.
For the past 6 months I have been on a elevator exploring my heart with God floor by floor learning more and more about myself and the Him. I do not want this to stop but my desire to dig into the word and even do church things has slowed down and all I really see now is snow. Even school has suffered and I really do not want to do anything but snowboard.
I sacrifice friendships, the Lord, relationships, and education for snowboard. I do not want to be like this anymore. My idol seems to be snowboarding and I do not want to let it go. So I ask for prayer that my desires and priorities remain on the Lord and growing in Him as a disciple.
I really did not want to write this post or anything about God but He had other plans. I must continue daily reading the word and asking the Spirit to keep taking me on the journey of my heart and reveal to me the dark hidden places that I don't want to let Him work on. Im Going to call this the "4 Month Struggle."
Richard (KD3)
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